Lin said with a pause. "it's not because of my image. I just don't bother to wash my hands."she is tired of eating with her hands, her fingers will get dirty, and there is no wet towel. She can't clea...it has been a long time since. Every time Lin Yusheng thinks of her high school career and Shen Yu, he thinks of this day uncontrollably.

in winter, the cold feeling is poured in along the window slit door, the air conditioner is not on, and the room is cold.

the tired fingers and lip flaps were so cold that the contact with the skin made people shiver, and the other hand pinched it comfortably on the back of her neck.

Lin Yu is surprised that everyone is surrounded by tenderness.

with her eyes closed, she quickly adjusted her mood and felt his fingers, his smell, his smell, mixed with disinfectant and tobacco, with a sense of chaotic cleanliness.

she opened her eyes, and Shen was looking at her, leaning back and pulling away a little distance, moving her hand away from the back of her neck and rubbing her hair.

he is not in good shape, with a faint bluish black fundus, drooping eyelids and some fatigue.

she didn't even notice.

Lin Yu raised his hand and wiped his eyes with the back of his hand. It took only a few minutes to control his bewildered, almost desperate state.

she cleared her hoarse voice, hesitated for a moment and asked, "have you been to the hospital" My uncle is still. "

she paused in the middle of her speech.

Shen raised his hand and touched the corner of her eye that was still a little red: "not so good. I had no idea how bad it could be. He had been lying down for a long time, his immunity was lower than normal, and his body was not too good. He had a lung infection and his heart began to fail."

Lin Yu sat stiff and startled, his mouth open, his lips white, and he didn't know what to say.

Shen Yu continued: "I met Nie Xinghe."

Lin Yu's neck hair exploded after being startled, and the existence of Nie Xinghe was completely beyond the maximum range she could accept. She even felt cold all over when she heard the name.

"is he going to do something bad again Did he say anything to you " She grabbed his hand nervously. "Don't listen to whatever he says, don't be affected."

"I'm not so easily influenced, so don't worry about it," Shen rubbed her forehead with one hand, slid his fingers down her soft hair, pulled a lock around her hair, and wrapped it around her fingertips. "I'm telling you this because I want you to know that I can tell you anything."

Lin Yu was stunned.

his eyes drooped and his voice was a little tired and hoarse: "you, too. Anything that makes you happy or unhappy, as long as you tell me, I will listen."

Lin Yu was shocked and didn't speak.

it's impossible for her to tell Shen Yu.

Lin Yu has been like this from childhood to early morning. She is not good at talking, and she has long been used to it. It does not mean that she can change.

and after Shen Yu said this to her, she was even more unable to speak.

he has a lot of things of his own. Uncle's, Nie Xinghe's, suppresses him one by one. She doesn't want him, plus one of her. She has to deal with her own affairs, and there's no reason for him to take care of them.

what's more, the contradictions and problems between her and Lin Zhi are not just because of a tiredness.

he has his business, and so does she, like a small, graduated table, and the importance of everything, at least so far, comes first in their relationship.

No one can abandon life itself and live as it pleases.

at least not now.

Lin Yu took a deep breath and stood up and said, "I'm leaving."

Shen was silent and looked straight at her, his eyes dark.

Lin Yu pursed his lips in surprise and whispered, "you go to bed early. When I leave, you have to go to bed. Don't stay up late."

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tired or silent, feel the cigarette case from the coffee table, knock out one and bite it in the mouth.

the black eyelashes are pressed down and I can't see the mood clearly.

Lin Yu sniffed, turned and walked out.

Shen looked up and watched her go to the door, open the door, grind his teeth against the smoke, smoke it off and throw it away.

I was so tired and angry that I laughed directly.

he felt that he had used up all his patience in his life and bit by bit probed into her world, but still failed to open her shell.

every time he thinks he has succeeded, she shrinks back.

"Lin was surprised." he raised his eyes, leaned back and leaned against the armrest of the sofa. "are you just going to push me out for the rest of my life"

Lin Yu paused, turned around, looked at him, and suddenly called out to him: "tired."

"I might be going home."

Shen squinted his eyes.

"I'm going home." Lin Yu was surprised to repeat.

Shen Yu finally realized something, raised his fingers unconsciously, sat up straight, and stared at her: "what do you mean"

"means that you may have to change your deskmate and talk about a long-distance relationship. When it comes to graduation," Lin Yu tried to make his voice sound lighter. "actually, it hasn't been a long time, a year at the most. Half "

I understand you.

what happened to her before at the school gate, what happened today, and what she wanted to say.

actually, he should have noticed it a long time ago.

Shen closed his eyes and said, "I don't agree."

Lin whispered, "boyfriend, there are some things you can't decide, and neither can I. just take it as if I used up the opportunity you gave me in advance."

"I'm not very brave. Most of the time I want to run away. I don't know if I'll run away one day."

Lin Yu paused and went on: "but I remember what you said."

Shen looked at her with muddy eyes and a hoarse voice: "what words"

"you can allow me to leave for a while, but you'll pull me back," she blinked, holding back tears. "you can't abandon me, you won't let go."

when Lin Yu was surprised, no one was there. Neither Meng Weiguo nor Guan Xiangmei was there. Fu Mingxiu went back to school in the afternoon. She went upstairs and sat on the bed, her eyes empty.

from the moment she saw Shen's tiredness, all her lost sanity began to return, and she slowly calmed down.

Lin Zhi knows better than anyone about her strength and stubbornness.

she can't be more stubborn than her.

it's easy for her to get her a transfer, custody, and take her away.

what can a 16-year-old girl do Hysterical resistance Go on a hunger strike Skipping school and running away

there is nothing I can do.

actually calm down and think that things are not that bad.

she is now in the second year of high school, transferred to another school, spent the second semester of the second year of high school, passed the third year of high school.

will only take a year and a half at most.

Lin Yu can't annoy Lin Zhi right now. Lin Zhi's opposition now is just because she is young. What she asks is that she must have no distractions now, and that she will stop anything that may affect her grades.

but once you go on fighting like Lin Zhi, not only will there be no result, will Lin Zhi begin to object to the person who is tired

Don't be emotional.

she has to be soft for the time being.ater, there was a faint sound of water and a clatter.the cold wind poured in on the autumn night, and the smoke in the room was about the same. Lin Yu-Jing waited for a moment, but her feet were numb....